alidagreat

泰戈尔之飞鸟与鱼

Mon, 16 Nov 2009 17:42:01 GMT

世界上最远的距离
不是生与死的距离
而是　我站在你面前
你不知道我爱你

世界上最远的距离
不是我站在你面前
你不知道我爱你
而是　爱到痴迷
却不能说出我爱你

世界上最远的距离
不是　我不能说我爱你
而是　想你痛彻心脾
却只能深埋心底

世界上最远的距离
不是　我不能说我想你
而是　彼此相爱
却不能够在一起

世界上最远的距离
不是彼此相爱
却不能在一起
而是明明无法抵挡这一股气息
却装做毫不在意

世界上最远的距离
不是明明无法抵挡这一股气息
却还装做毫不在意
而是用一颗冷漠的心
在你和爱你的人之间
掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠

世界上最远的距离
不是树与树的距离
而是同根生长的树枝
却无法在风中相依

世界上最远的距离
不是树枝无法相依
而是相互了望的星星
却没有交汇的轨迹

世界上最远的距离
不是星星之间的轨迹
而是纵然轨迹交汇
却在瞬间无处寻觅

世界上最远的距离
不是瞬间便无处寻觅
而是尚未相遇
便无法相聚

世界上最远的距离
是鱼与飞鸟的距离
一个在天
一个却深潜海底

***

突然想用中文写写东西。
第一段是大家都很熟悉的，但读下去却让人更为感动。
不多说了，就细细品味吧。

it is time to STOP!

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 10:26:33 GMT

Okay I am going to impose a ban on myself from today onwards.
No more online shopping, no more shopping, no more spending, period.
Other than on the absolute necessities that is essential for survival then.

I have too many!! Oh man. I wanna blame it on my obsessive compulsive disorder!! I really think I do have one. When I obsess over something, I go ALL THE WAY in, baby. Like, crazily mad. Its really enough -bangs wall-

***

On another note, I'm pretty excited about the upcoming month! Was just wondering when things would start to fall into place, and what do you know? I got bombarded by emails about the play. Schedules, character discussions... I can see my time being eaten up completely veryvery soon.

So to everyone, or anyone, who wants to know - please hurry up book me before next Thurs Nov 10 if you all wanna see me! I predict I will be uber busy from that day on.

But see, that's the difference! I know I will be uber busy, but I'm actually kinda looking forward to it. Heh. Guess it really counts when you like something. Hope it does turn out okay though!

***

I am still surprised I got into the final round for that interview. Think my presentation sucked big time though :( Me and my stage fright! Roar! And to think I almost didn't even want to go for the first round. Hmm.. I don't really know if I want the job (not that I would get it definitely), but I think I kinda want to know that I'm not THAT lousy that no one wants me. But yeah, the dilemma starts all over again if I do get selected. Sighhh...

And T*SH just called me to go for second round. First was so long ago! I bet they couldn't find anyone for the post or something! Haa. Gotta remind myself to confirm whether to turn up for it though...

***

And I just went mad at MUJI and got pretty organizer. Okay! I better BETTER make good use of it!

Headache. Big time. Bleah... so shall go rest or something! Till the next time then, world!

going crazy

Sat, 24 Oct 2009 16:12:24 GMT

Someone stop me from obsessing about makeup and skincare!!! -tears hair out-
I am sosoSO tempted to buy more lip glosses!
And mascaras.
And concealers.
And eyeliners.

......
HOW LAH I AM GOING MAD.

craving for movies!

Mon, 19 Oct 2009 14:57:32 GMT

I wanna watch manymanymany movies. MANY!

- Julie And Julia
- 500 Days of Summer
- The Ugly Truth
- April Bride
- The September Issue
- My Sister's Keeper

But I think some are going off! And I dunno if the last one is out yet!

Any takers? :D

running.

Fri, 05 Jun 2009 09:48:28 GMT

So I finally put on my running shoes and went jogging, after a dunno-how-long hiatus.
Haa. And... I realized... I really do like running! Haha. Reminds me of why I started, and why I perservered... non-competitive running that is. Feels good. Heh.

BUT, I pigged out like mad at night, snacking on everything in reach. BOO.
There goes my run :(

But nvm, at least I started. The start is always the hardest.
Now to continue!!! :D

Oh and, I am determined to go ahead with a few things I've always told myself I wanted to do, but somehow always found excuses to not follow through:

Learn yoga (from Jing heh)
Learn piano (swapping with MZ!)
Learn cycling -- yesyes I know this is long overdue.
Learn swimming -- when I finally pluck up the courage! Still have some sort of water phobia bleahs.
Learn driving -- when I get the money! ROARS
Learn another language -- again, the money issue.

Yarps. So those are my to-do list.
Oh. Maybe I should learn to cook too, since I love to eat so much.
Heh.

Bet my mum will flip if I try to enter her territory, the kitchen :P

hohoho

Tue, 02 Jun 2009 15:11:55 GMT

I like this song!
It slowly got into my head when in Taiwan... and decided its quite nice. The lyrics nice too! :D

沒有如果 - 梁靜茹

詞／曲：嚴爵
編曲：嚴爵　朱敬然

如果我說　愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口　那愛是不是有一點弱

如果我說愛沒有如果　真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還怕什麼　快牽起我的手

有人說　世界上最遙遠的距離不是生與死
而是我就站在你面前　你卻不知道我愛你

我常說　如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住
那世界末日已來到　不需要等到地球毀滅掉的那天

如果我說　愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口　那愛是不是有一點弱

如果我說愛沒有如果　真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還怕什麼　快牽起我的手

別怕太快樂　別怕失去我
Da la da la~~

welcome to taiwan

Sat, 16 May 2009 17:12:57 GMT

That's MZ's msn nick now. I think.

YARHS I am in taiwan now! Second day... first stop: Kenting.
And all I hafta say is: Kenting rocks! So fun!!!
Fun until we are both pretty set on extending our stay here by another day - let's hope we can get a room tmr somewhere else then, cos our really nice and comfy minsu is booked full :(((

So today, the dunno-how-to-swim Ali played water sports - and we tried like 5 out of 6 available kinds. Beyond my own imagination too... And even though it started off with me nearly drowning in the sea (not kidding!), but I guess I'm pretty plucky? Or maybe just never die before so don't care - we continued to play the other 4 kinds. Hehs. It is funfunfunfunFUN with a capital F!!! Hohoho. I laughed and screamed so much till I'm sooooo tired larh. And being a girl does have its perks - we got to play 5 kinds for NT600, when it was originally priced at NT300 per kind, and some other people paid NT450 for 3 kinds. HOHOHO. And the boss treated us to free beer and mineral water! Rocks larh.

The electric motorcycle turned out really fun too - guess its different having your own vehicle. And this makes getting around such a breeze. Wish SG was like that too - dunno why to ride a motorbike in SG has this dangerous and negative connotation, but over here in taiwan its like... everyone can ride it and everyone does it and its so common. Bleahs.

And so, MZ is snoring softly in bed next to me now. We are both freaking tired out from the days' activities, and I guess the toil is starting to show - my wrist is hurting from clutching for dear life on all the water sports thingies, and my muscles are aching all over.

Time to sleep now! Hope we wake up early tomorrow to eat breakfast, and find a room, and settle the change in itinerary!

Kenting rocks. Hahaha.

(Oh I need to buy a new toothbrush.)
(And I'm damn sad I lost my purple comb! :()

突然に

Tue, 31 Mar 2009 17:44:22 GMT

あ～あ

日本に留学したいな

日本人の彼氏をしたい

日本で恋をしたい

日本で旅行したい～

日本の友達と会いたい

なんか、日本でたくさんのことしたい！

（泣）

＞＜

write write write.

Thu, 12 Mar 2009 17:25:42 GMT

Down to the last bit for the report: Lit Review.
And it's the part I've been stuck at for the longest time ever.
I dunno why, maybe it's been too long since I've written one? I feel like I dunno how to write it.
So I've been staring at it for damn long and trying to write and write and write but somehow get this feeling that it's not going anywhere I want it to. Like I dunno how to add on to what we already have. Maybe it would be better if I'd just start all over again, afresh, and just re-do it? But that would be too tedious, and replication of efforts?
ROARS.
I no longer know if I am making sense.

And the thought of the appendices is enough to make me go crazy and look like that scream painting.

But what has to be done, has to be done.
So I will get it done.
BOO.
Just, let me whine for awhile. A little while please.
Then I'll go back to trying to crank something hopefully sensible out.

awwww.

Mon, 02 Mar 2009 18:00:06 GMT

My current obsession!

The lyrics! I love the Kansai-ben! Hahaha. Reminds me of when I was learning from Tomomi & co Kansai-ben when in Kobe. Aww.

お前やないとあかんねん - 桜庭裕一郎

作詩：つんく作曲：つんく

女に　わからへん　男の意地があるし
素直に　言われへん　孤独な夜もあるし

わかってくれるか　おいらを全部
一生かかっていいから

ただまっすぐ　この夢を　叶えようよ

WOW YEAH
星空達が　おいら達の未来を
今　見届けてるから　ほら　口付けをしよう
WOW YEAH
おしゃべりでええねん
どんくさいのもお前やねん
ついて来い

女に　見せられへん　男の涙あるし
なかなか　忘れへん　いろんな思いもあるし

わかってくれるか　おいらを全部

一生かかっていいから
憧れてた　あの店を　予約したよ

※WOW YEAH
星空達に　おいら達の未来を
ほら　宣言するよ　絶対　幸せにするよ
WOW YEAH
寝ぼすけでええねん
料理へたのもお前やねん
ついて来い※

WOW YEAH
星空達が　おいら達の未来を
今　見届けてるから　ほら

(セリフ)「I WANNA KISS NOW」

WOW YEAH
おしゃべりでええねん
どんくさいのもお前やねん
ついて来い

(※くり返し)

ついて来い

argh!

Sat, 28 Feb 2009 08:59:30 GMT

Someone slap me.
I. Need. Discipline.
ROARS!!!

cool test! quite accurate... TRY!

Thu, 26 Feb 2009 14:56:10 GMT

Big Five Test Results

Extroversion (54%) medium which suggests you average somewhere in between being assertive and social and being withdrawn and solitary.
Accommodation (62%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly kind natured, trusting, and helpful at the expense of your own individual development (martyr complex).
Orderliness (36%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, random, scattered, and fun seeking at the expense of structure, reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Emotional Stability (18%) low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Inquisitiveness (30%) low which suggests you are overly small minded, traditional, and conventional at the expense too often of intellectual curiousity, possibility, and progress.

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falling slowly.

Mon, 09 Feb 2009 15:43:27 GMT

new fav song. it's therapeutic to listen to.

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll make it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

shopping... or not.

Mon, 19 Jan 2009 18:03:54 GMT

you know how sometimes you lust after something, but keep telling yourself it's just a want, not a need? and not look at it for some time, in the hopes that it will go away?

well this one doesn't seem to be going away!!!

i'm STILL lusting after these babies after so long:

1. black biker jacket (from tracy*inny.com)
scroll all the way to the bottom to look at it! #28. i can't remember when i first saw this, but they KEPT bringing it back again and again and AGAIN and to make it worse, that day i THINK i saw someone wearing it. AND IT LOOKED GOOD. haha. was worried about the quality, but now not really. just lusting after it MORE!!!! booooooooooooooo. but for sth to be bought online, at 35bucks before shipping, is it rather ex?

2. black casual blazer "becky" (from missyp*xie.com)
when they had it in white, i could tell myself to look the other way cos it wasn't black. BUT NOW THEY HAVE IT IN BLACK. ARGH. and it seems pretty affordable - 28buckeroos!!! only i am dubious abt the quality of the material - and the cut. what it what if what if. okay this case of lust is not AS bad as the previous one - i've been stalking that for dno god knows how long!!!

3. red cross body bag (from dorothy perkins)
can't find the exact same one, but it's this one, only in red, and not patent. wells. i really think that the more you try to tell yourself you don't need sth, and manage to walk away from it, the more you will keep thinking about it. ROAR. cos that's what has been happening to me!!! it was on sale, at 19 bucks, and i felt SO proud for managing to walk away from it. but after visiting a few other outlets and not being able to find it, i have been thinking non stop about it and i think if i see it, i definitely will go back and buy it lah. faints.

4. dr g bb cream (from sasa)
evan raved about it, and since i'm in the current makeup crazy phase, it's my most recent lusted for item. oh i've gotten over the crazy long post earlier on HAHA. maybe cos i've gotten my skinfood pdt, thanks to wj :D; and gotten a two-way foundation from ettusais, courtesy of the cousin. so now i just want this! :D:D:D

5. 35mm film for my holga
:D:D:D
my darling holga is still sitting on my table at home, cos i have not had the time to go get the 35mm film. haha. i can't wait to play with it! sometime this week i will go get some, and just looked thru some tutorials online about putting in the film. whoa. looks like i need some foam, and gaffers' tape. WELLS. we shall see! :) can't wait to take pretty pictures with it!!!

6. fake actionsampler
HAHAHA i was surfing around on forums, and discovered that you can get fake actionsamplers for like a fraction of the price of an original!!! i am SO going to hunt around for those, and then i can take pretty 4-frame pictures too! :D:D:D and while watching we got married, the korean variety show that moyy recommended, i can't help but think it would be nice to hav a polaroid too. BOO. the way alex keeps taking them... you would think the film costs next to nothing. haa. too bad fujifilm is stopping production of polaroid film! BAHS.

7. l'oreal volume shocking 2-step volume construction mascara
i first took notice of this when nana pointed it out to me at bugis, saying that she and her girl friends swear by it cos it gives crazy lashes, but then i was happy with my maybelline cos i loved loved LOVED the sky high curves one (why did they stop producing it!!! :() that i first used, my first ever tube of mascara. so of cos i got a maybelline one to replace it, it's pink and pretty, and to satisfy my vanity, pat DID ask if i was using falsies that day when i just applied a couple coats of that on. BUT, i'm itching to try this, cos jing swore by it today too!!! OOOOH. hahahaha. women. never satisfied. then again, it's a want, not a need, and i do have a barely one month old tube of mascara, soooo... hopefully i will be able to curb it! haha. for a drugstore brand, this one's not that cheap - think its about 26 bucks? but there's like watsons sales now (ends this sat, 24th!!! everyone go sweep your toiletries at 20% off!!! --> i am such an auntie HAHA)

okays i feel abit better now after letting it all out. and hopefully, now that i've got it sorta out of my system for awhile, i won't be thinking about these babies for some time! ali is broke. ali is broke. ali is BROKE.

okays. i think my brain kinda registered that. NO SHOPPING!!!

:(

Wed, 07 Jan 2009 19:28:51 GMT

I'm so tired.
My wrist hurts.
But I guess I kinda deserve this.
-slaps self-

gian-ness

Sat, 03 Jan 2009 18:20:11 GMT

Okay this is a purely bimbotic entry to note down the stuff I've been eyeing: skincare and makeup products mainly. And oh I am SUCH a fickle person who gets interested to the point of being mildly obsessed with stuff for AWHILE, which bodes illness for the wallet cos that means I would just spend and spend and spend and then stop. Bahs. Witness my spell for hair products - which left me with dunno HOW many hair moisturizers/creams kinda thingies. Anyways the list is so long it's kinda embarassing, so shall LJCut it. Heh. For my own ref! :)

So the red are those that I'm more inclined to get, the rest just a loooooong wishlist that is pretty impossible to get, and even if I have the money (which I DON'T :(), would be crazy to get.

And in essence, I want the following:
- a good pimple gel
- a facial cleanser
- a liquid foundation
- a pressed powder (if i get the liquid)
- a two-way foundation (that's an either/or option)
- OH THE PETAL SPONGE!!! :D

And beats me, why the sudden interest in liquid foundation as well. Always hated it. But wells. I like the idea of it now. Haa.

Skincare
Neutrogena
- Rapid Clear Acne Eliminating Spot Gel
- On-the-Spot Acne Treatment
- Deep Clean Invigorating Cleanser/Mask --> I got the one without the 'Invigorating' and I wonder what's the diff?
- Deep Clean Invigorating Foaming Scrub
- Deep Clean Gentle Scrub

Skinfood
- Parsley and Mandarin Spot Gel
- Parsley and Mandarin Mild Foam
- Peach Sake T-Zone Block Gel
- Sea Vegetable Toner
- Sea Vegetable Essence
- Sea Vegetable Emulsion
- Sea Vegetable Cream

--> Basically I'm trying to look for a good pimple gel, as well as re-invent my cleansing regime. Maybe Its as much due to my unhealthy lifestyle, but my skin has been giving me problems recently. Bahs. So I'm going to look for a good cleanser, and an scrub to exfoliate (haven't done that before), and maybe a mask. And I'm leaning towards Neutrogena for the cleanser cos I've been reading alot of positive reviews about it and it isn't THAT expensive. Got the St Ives Invigorating Apricot Scub today and hope it works. Will probably stick to my ZA Blemish Shoot Toner and Moisturizer though... Don't see anything wrong with that. As for pimple gel! Well! I dunno for that!

Makeup
ZA
- Two-Way Foundation
- Face Powder
- Groovy Smoothy Oil-blotting powder
- CleanseMax Double Cleansing Gel

Revlon
- ColorStay Blemish Concealer
- ColorStay Active Light Makeup
- ColorStay Pressed Powder
- ColorStay Makeup with SoftFlex for Combination/Oily Skin
- Beyond Natural Skin Matching Makeup SPF15

Shu Uemura
- Petal Sponge

Clinique
- Superfit Makeup
- Almost Powder Makeup SPF15
- Superbalanced Makeup
- Perfectly Real Makeup
- Perfectly Real Compact Makeup
- Stay True Makeup Oil-Free Formula
- Stay-Matte Sheer Pressed Powder
- Superpowder Double Face Makeup
- Clarifying Makeup Clear Skin Formula
- Clarifying Powder Makeup
- Acne Solutions Spot Healing Gel

--> Okays the list got a little out of hand. Heh. Basically since I took an interest in eyeliner and mascara recently, have realized the wonders of makeup and am itching to play with it. In particular, I'm looking for a foundation cos I'm almost running out of my clinique two-way, and thanks to my dear friends for the Shu Uemura birthday treat, I now have almost everything except foundation. They got me the primer, and I splurged on the eye corrector and base corrector. Read good reviews on both Revlon's ColorStay liquid foundation, and ZA's Two-Way Foundation. Then when I went to walk the shops, began to gian Revlon's new liquid foundation, the Beyond Natural one - it's so cool! And it's lighter! So now I know that liquid foundation offers better coverage, but two-way foundation is so convenient!!! As for ZA, it's so affordable - plus the offer now is like 2 for the price for 1 and comes in a glittering case - me likey. HAHA. THEN AGAIN I'm worried that price = quality, so would stll like to lean back to my trusty Clinique foundation. Just that I don't know which one I want to get, which explains the freaking long list of Clinique products. I basically just surfed the Clinique webbie and listed down everything that remotely looked nice. HAHA.

Okays that was shiok. Haa. I feel like half the itch to get these stuff has gone. HEH.

turning 22.

Mon, 15 Dec 2008 16:58:12 GMT

wellwellwell. the clock has struck 12 about an hour ago, and so I'm 22. hmms. but i don't feel anything... this birthday doesn't really feel like a birthday.

sighs. okay i shall just see what tomorrow brings.
nights world.

happifying song!

Sat, 29 Nov 2008 18:14:35 GMT

I'm currently hooked on this! Hurhur. Watched the movie earlier this week, and I enjoyed myself. Haha. Made me laugh out loud quite a number of times, and now I think he is cute. HAHAHA.

無樂不作
詞：范逸臣曲：嚴雲農

享受今夏天的熱穿越條幸福的河
想做吞大象的蛇不自量力說真的
有何不可我想寫歌

（*1）當天是空的地是乾的
我要為你倒進狂熱
讓你瘋狂讓你渴
讓全世界知道你是我的

（*2）天氣瘋了海水滾了
所以我要無樂不作
不要浪費每一刻快樂
當夢的天行者

像你這樣的天使該有翅膀和名字
該美麗中帶著刺該很認真的屬於我一次

（*1）
（*2）
（*1）
世界末日就儘管來吧
我會繼續無樂不作
不會浪費愛你的快樂
當夢的天行者

痛。

Thu, 13 Nov 2008 15:29:14 GMT

会呼吸的痛
-- 梁静茹

在东京铁塔　第一次眺望
看灯火模仿　坠落的星光
我终於到达　但却更悲伤
一个人完成　我们的梦想

你总说　时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天　就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛　连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上　张扬过哀伤
那是种多么　寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙　让我去流浪
在原地等我　把自己捆绑

你没说　你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动　自我地过

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛　连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着　你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰　你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

5p.m.

Sun, 02 Nov 2008 20:09:05 GMT

I hate 5p.m.
Somehow all my deadlines for papers/reports have been at 5p.m.
I don't like 5p.m.
WHY 5p.m.?!?!

Andandand, WHY did I bloody misread the deadline for my chinese paper? :(
From so many weeks ago somemore.
It's only reasonable to think that he would set the deadline for it on a day when he has lecture/tutorial, no? :(
BOOHOOHOO.

And to think I was slightly glad that this time I started earlier.
Not much, but a bit better than the rest!
And see, I'm caught in the same predicament again, and it's gonna be a vicious cycle COS I HAVE NOT TOUCHED MY OTHER PAPER DUE ALSO AT 5 BLOODY P.M. ON TUESDAY :(((

BOO. HOO. HOO.
Just kill me please.

Tue, 28 Oct 2008 18:39:31 GMT

I so want to kill myself.
I have a problem. It's called procrastination, with a capital P.
SIGH.

Like I know I have to rush a paper, an assignment from weeks ago, and I will tell myself to do it. BUT I WILL NEVER DO IT. Somehow the time just flies past and I always end up pia-ing it like hours from the deadline. i guess it doesn't help that so far *CHOI**TOUCH WOOD* I've always managed to barely scrape past. Soooo. It just kills me lah. Argh. Piss me off. What's with me man :(

This is a really irritating habit that I want to rid myself of. BOO.

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On a completely different note, I am currently hooked to two songs now:

If A Song Could Get Me You by Marit Larsen
&
无敌铁金刚 by 卢广仲

The first, courtesy of Rui. It is pretty addictive, and I successfully got MZ hooked on it too. Hurhur. Now we both have the entire album :D Rui I also like how she goes about singing it everywhere! Nice concept! :) But my personal favourite is the one at the green grocer. HURHUR. I think cos of the two uber cute kids at the end who clap and she curtsies. Heh.

I could try you with a waltz
I could try you rock and roll
I could try you with the blues
If a song would do

I could sing it high or low
When I let you go you know
I thought it was for the best
Now it is so obvious

So here it is, here it goes
So here it is, here it goes
I could try rock and roll
I would change your life forever too
If a song could get me you
I could make it high or low
Sing it on the radio
If that is what I need to do
If a song could get me you

And the second, I was just browsing through the songs and I fell in love with this. Like the tune and the lyrics are so simple yet sweet. I find it quite refreshing... actually, I kinda find both these songs similar in a way?

他很強壯你也一樣
是無敵鐵金剛
他很強壯你也一樣
沒有多餘的脂肪

那我也要和你一樣
真的很想穿上那盔甲
不論有多少困難讓我通通吃掉
總有一天我會得到力量

無敵鐵金剛無敵鐵金剛
把壞人通通打到一旁
無敵鐵金剛無敵鐵金剛
射出了雷射光我就不會害怕
因為你就是那無敵鐵金剛

I want my own personal 无敌铁金刚 too!

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And yeah, why am I blogging when I have a paper to submit by 5p.m.??
-bangs head on wall-

moviesmovies!

Fri, 12 Sep 2008 09:34:52 GMT

There was a spell where there didn't seem to be much movies I wanted to catch. And maybe I was reallyreally busy then too. But suddenly there seems to be manymany movies I want to watch! Let's see:

Local
- 12 Lotus - I know many ppl say not nice. But still kinda wanna see for myself - Roomie date!
- The Days - Watched with MZ ytd. Okay lah.

Jap
- Boys Over Flowers - Watching with MV people this Sunday!
- Murder Of The Inugami Clan

English
- Wall-e
- Mamma Mia
- Boy A
- Make It Happen
- My Sassy Girl

Any takers?

I die die wanna watch Mamma Mia. My thing for musicals.
And Wall-e - already have it but still kinda wanna watch, since so many people say nice!

Yup :)

:(

Thu, 28 Aug 2008 17:32:32 GMT

I feel whiney :(
But I dunno over what.
There's just this... weird emptiness?
HAI.
And I feel really stupid. Over all sorts of things.

These few days have been... mentally tiring, to say the least.
I'm not proud of the way that I resolve conflict. Reminds me of the toe incident back in year 2. Sigh.

That says something about me as a person right?
Somebody told me before, that crying = weak. People have tried to tell me that it's not necessarily the case, but... I still feel the pinch. Is that the word for it? Sigh. I dunno.

Just feel dejected. Down. Sian.
Quite useless.
And very lousy.

BOO :(

toopid me

Sun, 24 Aug 2008 20:27:40 GMT

I am so stupid I want to bang my head on the hall.

HAI.

Little wonder my parents barely blinked an eye back then when I injured my toe - the frequency with which I injure my feet is so high, it's kinda become routine to them. I myself didn't believe how serious it was, well that was until I got into A&E.

But that's then. Now's now. I am so sick of this. It's come to that the first though I get when I injure myself is, "Not again......". Guess I hafta count myself lucky that Boon happened to drive by and I got a lift back, and Wilsen and Lik Sin were around to help me bandage my foot. i have nice friends. Who I always ALWAYS trouble. Sigh. Thanks friends. And sorry friends. Ali is troublesome - I know that. Haiii.

I really must learn to be more careful and take care of myself.

ARGHHHH.

venttttt it all out

Mon, 14 Jul 2008 16:31:24 GMT

I must learn how to handle stress.
I must learn how to handle stress.
I must learn how to handle stress.

*deep breath*

Okay. Does that make me feel better? NOPE.
HAHA.

Ah well. It's the same ol', same ol'.
I shouldn't whine to people, cos it's what I deigned to put myself through again.
And it's too late for 'if only's... so I just have to take it in stride and go through with it.
Just that, it's really tiring to have to keep on top of everything!

I'm hoping and hoping, that I don't miss out stuff.
It's going back to the initial stage when I just begun my internship, and I had to run through a mental checklist every night before I slept to see what I had done/not done.

SIGH.

But the rewards will be sweet! (They better be...)
And I know if I don't put 101% forward, I will regret it at the end. And I don't want to live with regrets, so, I just better buck up now. Hope I'm doing enough now... Well I don't know if I am, and it really sucks to keep feeling scared that I missed out on stuff. BAHHHHH.

Okay. So this is a pep talk I'm giving to myself. I'm going nuts. Haha. Or not?

Really talking gibberish now so I shall scram. Break for tonight? Yup think I will take a break from work, and embark on it tomorrow. Else I really do think I will go nuts. Saturation point, saturation point!

GRRRRR.