| movies time! |
[1.17.10 - 12.45am] |
Oh I suddenly realized there are a few movies I'd like to catch!
And since I've decided I want my life back...
Please date me to watch any of these - before they go off!
- New York, I Love You
- Hear Me - yay debs going with me :)
- Invictus
- Jump - yongx!
- The Blind Side
And I kinda wanna watch these for fun heh- Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant
- It's Complicated
Any takers? :D
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| 泰戈尔之飞鸟与鱼 |
[11.17.09 - 1.41am] |
世界上最远的距离
不是生与死的距离
而是 我站在你面前
你不知道我爱你
世界上最远的距离
不是我站在你面前
你不知道我爱你
而是 爱到痴迷
却不能说出我爱你
世界上最远的距离
不是 我不能说我爱你
而是 想你痛彻心脾
却只能深埋心底
世界上最远的距离
不是 我不能说我想你
而是 彼此相爱
却不能够在一起
世界上最远的距离
不是彼此相爱
却不能在一起
而是明明无法抵挡这一股气息
却装做毫不在意
世界上最远的距离
不是明明无法抵挡这一股气息
却还装做毫不在意
而是用一颗冷漠的心
在你和爱你的人之间
掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠
世界上最远的距离
不是树与树的距离
而是同根生长的树枝
却无法在风中相依
世界上最远的距离
不是树枝无法相依
而是相互了望的星星
却没有交汇的轨迹
世界上最远的距离
不是星星之间的轨迹
而是纵然轨迹交汇
却在瞬间无处寻觅
世界上最远的距离
不是瞬间便无处寻觅
而是尚未相遇
便无法相聚
世界上最远的距离
是鱼与飞鸟的距离
一个在天
一个却深潜海底
***
突然想用中文写写东西。
第一段是大家都很熟悉的，但读下去却让人更为感动。
不多说了，就细细品味吧。
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| it is time to STOP! |
[11.6.09 - 6.16pm] |
Okay I am going to impose a ban on myself from today onwards.
No more online shopping, no more shopping, no more spending, period.
Other than on the absolute necessities that is essential for survival then.
I have too many!! Oh man. I wanna blame it on my obsessive compulsive disorder!! I really think I do have one. When I obsess over something, I go ALL THE WAY in, baby. Like, crazily mad. Its really enough -bangs wall-
***
On another note, I'm pretty excited about the upcoming month! Was just wondering when things would start to fall into place, and what do you know? I got bombarded by emails about the play. Schedules, character discussions... I can see my time being eaten up completely veryvery soon.
So to everyone, or anyone, who wants to know - please hurry up book me before next Thurs Nov 10 if you all wanna see me! I predict I will be uber busy from that day on.
But see, that's the difference! I know I will be uber busy, but I'm actually kinda looking forward to it. Heh. Guess it really counts when you like something. Hope it does turn out okay though!
***
I am still surprised I got into the final round for that interview. Think my presentation sucked big time though :( Me and my stage fright! Roar! And to think I almost didn't even want to go for the first round. Hmm.. I don't really know if I want the job (not that I would get it definitely), but I think I kinda want to know that I'm not THAT lousy that no one wants me. But yeah, the dilemma starts all over again if I do get selected. Sighhh...
And T*SH just called me to go for second round. First was so long ago! I bet they couldn't find anyone for the post or something! Haa. Gotta remind myself to confirm whether to turn up for it though...
***
And I just went mad at MUJI and got pretty organizer. Okay! I better BETTER make good use of it!
Headache. Big time. Bleah... so shall go rest or something! Till the next time then, world!
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| going crazy |
[10.25.09 - 12.11am] |
Someone stop me from obsessing about makeup and skincare!!! -tears hair out-
I am sosoSO tempted to buy more lip glosses!
And mascaras.
And concealers.
And eyeliners.
......
HOW LAH I AM GOING MAD.
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| craving for movies! |
[10.19.09 - 10.53pm] |
I wanna watch manymanymany movies. MANY!
- Julie And Julia
- 500 Days of Summer
- The Ugly Truth
- April Bride
- The September Issue
- My Sister's Keeper
But I think some are going off! And I dunno if the last one is out yet!
Any takers? :D
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| running. |
[6.5.09 - 5.43pm] |
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So I finally put on my running shoes and went jogging, after a dunno-how-long hiatus.
Haa. And... I realized... I really do like running! Haha. Reminds me of why I started, and why I perservered... non-competitive running that is. Feels good. Heh.
BUT, I pigged out like mad at night, snacking on everything in reach. BOO.
There goes my run :(
But nvm, at least I started. The start is always the hardest.
Now to continue!!! :D
Oh and, I am determined to go ahead with a few things I've always told myself I wanted to do, but somehow always found excuses to not follow through: - Learn yoga (from Jing heh)
- Learn piano (swapping with MZ!)
- Learn cycling -- yesyes I know this is long overdue.
- Learn swimming -- when I finally pluck up the courage! Still have some sort of water phobia bleahs.
- Learn driving -- when I get the money! ROARS
- Learn another language -- again, the money issue.
Yarps. So those are my to-do list.
Oh. Maybe I should learn to cook too, since I love to eat so much.
Heh.
Bet my mum will flip if I try to enter her territory, the kitchen :P
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| hohoho |
[6.2.09 - 10.56pm] |
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I like this song!
It slowly got into my head when in Taiwan... and decided its quite nice. The lyrics nice too! :D
沒有如果 - 梁靜茹
詞／曲：嚴爵
編曲：嚴爵 朱敬然
如果我說 愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口 那愛是不是有一點弱
如果我說愛沒有如果 真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼 還怕什麼 快牽起我的手
有人說 世界上最遙遠的距離不是生與死
而是我就站在你面前 你卻不知道我愛你
我常說 如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住
那世界末日已來到 不需要等到地球毀滅掉的那天
如果我說 愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口 那愛是不是有一點弱
如果我說愛沒有如果 真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼 還怕什麼 快牽起我的手
別怕太快樂 別怕失去我
Da la da la~~
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| welcome to taiwan |
[5.17.09 - 1.02am] |
That's MZ's msn nick now. I think.
YARHS I am in taiwan now! Second day... first stop: Kenting.
And all I hafta say is: Kenting rocks! So fun!!!
Fun until we are both pretty set on extending our stay here by another day - let's hope we can get a room tmr somewhere else then, cos our really nice and comfy minsu is booked full :(((
So today, the dunno-how-to-swim Ali played water sports - and we tried like 5 out of 6 available kinds. Beyond my own imagination too... And even though it started off with me nearly drowning in the sea (not kidding!), but I guess I'm pretty plucky? Or maybe just never die before so don't care - we continued to play the other 4 kinds. Hehs. It is funfunfunfunFUN with a capital F!!! Hohoho. I laughed and screamed so much till I'm sooooo tired larh. And being a girl does have its perks - we got to play 5 kinds for NT600, when it was originally priced at NT300 per kind, and some other people paid NT450 for 3 kinds. HOHOHO. And the boss treated us to free beer and mineral water! Rocks larh.
The electric motorcycle turned out really fun too - guess its different having your own vehicle. And this makes getting around such a breeze. Wish SG was like that too - dunno why to ride a motorbike in SG has this dangerous and negative connotation, but over here in taiwan its like... everyone can ride it and everyone does it and its so common. Bleahs.
And so, MZ is snoring softly in bed next to me now. We are both freaking tired out from the days' activities, and I guess the toil is starting to show - my wrist is hurting from clutching for dear life on all the water sports thingies, and my muscles are aching all over. Time to sleep now! Hope we wake up early tomorrow to eat breakfast, and find a room, and settle the change in itinerary!
Kenting rocks. Hahaha.
(Oh I need to buy a new toothbrush.)
(And I'm damn sad I lost my purple comb! :()
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| 突然に |
[4.1.09 - 1.43am] |
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あ～あ 日本に留学したいな 日本人の彼氏をしたい 日本で恋をしたい 日本で旅行したい～ 日本の友達と会いたい なんか、日本でたくさんのことしたい！ （泣） ＞＜
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| write write write. |
[3.13.09 - 1.16am] |
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Down to the last bit for the report: Lit Review.
And it's the part I've been stuck at for the longest time ever.
I dunno why, maybe it's been too long since I've written one? I feel like I dunno how to write it.
So I've been staring at it for damn long and trying to write and write and write but somehow get this feeling that it's not going anywhere I want it to. Like I dunno how to add on to what we already have. Maybe it would be better if I'd just start all over again, afresh, and just re-do it? But that would be too tedious, and replication of efforts?
ROARS.
I no longer know if I am making sense.
And the thought of the appendices is enough to make me go crazy and look like that scream painting.
But what has to be done, has to be done.
So I will get it done.
BOO.
Just, let me whine for awhile. A little while please.
Then I'll go back to trying to crank something hopefully sensible out.
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| awwww. |
[3.3.09 - 1.57am] |
My current obsession!
The lyrics! I love the Kansai-ben! Hahaha. Reminds me of when I was learning from Tomomi & co Kansai-ben when in Kobe. Aww.
作詩：つんく 作曲：つんく
女に わからへん 男の意地があるし
素直に 言われへん 孤独な夜もあるし
わかってくれるか おいらを全部
一生かかっていいから
ただまっすぐ この夢を 叶えようよ
WOW YEAH
星空達が おいら達の未来を
今 見届けてるから ほら 口付けをしよう
WOW YEAH
おしゃべりでええねん
どんくさいのもお前やねん
ついて来い
女に 見せられへん 男の涙あるし
なかなか 忘れへん いろんな思いもあるし
わかってくれるか おいらを全部
一生かかっていいから
憧れてた あの店を 予約したよ
※WOW YEAH
星空達に おいら達の未来を
ほら 宣言するよ 絶対 幸せにするよ
WOW YEAH
寝ぼすけでええねん
料理へたのもお前やねん
ついて来い※
WOW YEAH
星空達が おいら達の未来を
今 見届けてるから ほら
(セリフ)「I WANNA KISS NOW」
WOW YEAH
おしゃべりでええねん
どんくさいのもお前やねん
ついて来い
(※くり返し)
ついて来い
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| argh! |
[2.28.09 - 4.59pm] |
Someone slap me.
I. Need. Discipline.
ROARS!!!
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| cool test! quite accurate... TRY! |
[2.26.09 - 10.55pm] |
| Big Five Test Results | Extroversion (54%) medium which suggests you average somewhere in between being assertive and social and being withdrawn and solitary.
Accommodation (62%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly kind natured, trusting, and helpful at the expense of your own individual development (martyr complex).
Orderliness (36%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, random, scattered, and fun seeking at the expense of structure, reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Emotional Stability (18%) low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Inquisitiveness (30%) low which suggests you are overly small minded, traditional, and conventional at the expense too often of intellectual curiousity, possibility, and progress.
| Take Free Big Five Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.com
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| falling slowly. |
[2.9.09 - 11.40pm] |
new fav song. it's therapeutic to listen to.
I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll make it now
Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along
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| shopping... or not. |
[1.20.09 - 1.27am] |
you know how sometimes you lust after something, but keep telling yourself it's just a want, not a need? and not look at it for some time, in the hopes that it will go away?
well this one doesn't seem to be going away!!!
i'm STILL lusting after these babies after so long:
( stop me from spending please! )
okays i feel abit better now after letting it all out. and hopefully, now that i've got it sorta out of my system for awhile, i won't be thinking about these babies for some time! ali is broke. ali is broke. ali is BROKE.
okays. i think my brain kinda registered that. NO SHOPPING!!!
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| :( |
[1.8.09 - 3.28am] |
I'm so tired.
My wrist hurts.
But I guess I kinda deserve this.
-slaps self-
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| gian-ness |
[1.4.09 - 1.22am] |
Okay this is a purely bimbotic entry to note down the stuff I've been eyeing: skincare and makeup products mainly. And oh I am SUCH a fickle person who gets interested to the point of being mildly obsessed with stuff for AWHILE, which bodes illness for the wallet cos that means I would just spend and spend and spend and then stop. Bahs. Witness my spell for hair products - which left me with dunno HOW many hair moisturizers/creams kinda thingies. Anyways the list is so long it's kinda embarassing, so shall LJCut it. Heh. For my own ref! :)
So the red are those that I'm more inclined to get, the rest just a loooooong wishlist that is pretty impossible to get, and even if I have the money (which I DON'T :(), would be crazy to get.
And in essence, I want the following:
- a good pimple gel
- a facial cleanser
- a liquid foundation
- a pressed powder (if i get the liquid)
- a two-way foundation (that's an either/or option)
- OH THE PETAL SPONGE!!! :D
And beats me, why the sudden interest in liquid foundation as well. Always hated it. But wells. I like the idea of it now. Haa.
( And the list goes on...... )
Okays that was shiok. Haa. I feel like half the itch to get these stuff has gone. HEH.
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| turning 22. |
[12.16.08 - 12.46am] |
wellwellwell. the clock has struck 12 about an hour ago, and so I'm 22. hmms. but i don't feel anything... this birthday doesn't really feel like a birthday.
sighs. okay i shall just see what tomorrow brings.
nights world.
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| happifying song! |
[11.30.08 - 2.12am] |
I'm currently hooked on this! Hurhur. Watched the movie earlier this week, and I enjoyed myself. Haha. Made me laugh out loud quite a number of times, and now I think he is cute. HAHAHA.
無樂不作
詞：范逸臣 曲：嚴雲農
享受今夏天的熱 穿越條幸福的河
想做吞大象的蛇 不自量力 說真的
有何不可 我想寫歌
（*1）當天是空的 地是乾的
我要為你 倒進狂熱
讓你瘋狂 讓你渴
讓全世界知道 你是我的
（*2）天氣瘋了 海水滾了
所以我要 無樂不作
不要浪費 每一刻 快樂
當夢的 天行者
像你這樣的天使 該有翅膀和名字
該美麗中帶著刺 該很認真的屬於我一次
（*1）
（*2）
（*1）
世界末日 就儘管來吧
我會繼續 無樂不作
不會浪費 愛你的快樂
當夢的天行者
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| 痛。 |
[11.13.08 - 11.26pm] |
会呼吸的痛
-- 梁静茹
在东京铁塔 第一次眺望
看灯火模仿 坠落的星光
我终於到达 但却更悲伤
一个人完成 我们的梦想
你总说 时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天 就有以后
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛 连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
没看你脸上 张扬过哀伤
那是种多么 寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙 让我去流浪
在原地等我 把自己捆绑
你没说 你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动 自我地过
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛 连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着 你在就好了
我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰 你回来那就好了
能重来那就好了
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